I've spent the past four days sitting in my house. I've left maybe once a day and then only for a quick errand. A weird mix of boredom, social anxiety, guilt, general tiredness and a couple of dvd tv show box sets have kept me locked up. People have called and invited me out but when it came down to it I opted out or just didn't show. I just can't deal with anyone right now. I was planning on leaving to go to my folks' house for christmas yesterday but it just didn't seem to happen. I have to go tomorrow.

It's cold as hell outside. I need my big coat to leave.