So sometimes I write things when I'm having a particularly bad time (either at home or work - I mainly write while at work but when the two coincide it gets to be a bit much on occasion) and then delete them for being overly pessimistic and dramatic but forget to republish this here blog. So apologies to anyone having read that bullshit that was up here earlier.

PS I just finished read The Rachel Papers by Martin Amis. Very funny and narcissistic. I also watched The Quiet American, based on a book by Graham Greene. I've been waiting to see this. Good stuff. No wonder Michael Caine almost won best actor for it.